Bleak Days
bleak days as I head upstream from the cabin my snowshoe greets the morning with its rhythmic stride zero degree beauty lies in the bleak February landscape of grays and overcast blues just ahead I see a splash of red in the snow and as I walk closer I see a mass of white tracks that encircle it long gone all that remains is the end of the chase her deer head still pointing downstream eyes frozen open gazing ahead legs still in running pose I hadn’t heard a thing though I was less than a stone throw away deep in my dogged dreams the struggle waged on I’ve heard deer scream in the night I’ve heard the coyote howl I’ve heard the half-wolf nature of my dog howl in reply I turn and return to my cabin the swirl of life and death dance before me I take my place in nature’s wildness